2024-09-03

first blog, current status, DP3

Hello there~.

This is first blog on this website. I’m still constructing this website, the portfolio isn’t available yet, design is stumbled along the way… I want to make my website cooler and easy to see but I need the time to think about it. But I’m going to update constantly, because I don’t use SNS anymore. I said same thing on last (and first) update, please subscribe the newsletter~. I’m trying to put the push notifications too, but I don’t know why I’m keep failing lol.

Well, it’s already September.
I started the transition on March of this year and it took half year, I feel time pass way too quickly. To tell the truth, before starting transition, my personal life started to messed up and still going on. It maybe sounds exaggeration, but seriously current my life is… the worst. Life itself and my mental and physical issues. Transition is helping healing my gender dysphoria curing and I really love it, but other things are… ewww. I will not write here tho because they are very personal. Anyway, I’m struggling to get back to my life normal, or just better than now at least. I really want to say sorry to clients and the people who are waiting commissions because of a lot of delaying, canceling and often I missed the contacting. I need to kick my ass.

So… For a while I have no regular work announces, but fortunately still I’m working for something project slowly. I’m going to focus on finish this project, and just focus on getting my life back as I said. I hope my situation will be understood and I can be active as soon as possible.

That’s about my current update. Sorry it’s too negative lol
Let’s talk about fun thing.

Last week I went to see Deadpool and Wolverine finally! I enjoyed it but rather than that I was about to cry by nostalgy lol Especially I was soooooo excited to see Wesley Snipes’ Blade. Actually he was my crush when I was student and still love him (I often watch Blade 1 and 2)(I don’t watch 3 then I was totally forgetting about Ryan Reynolds was there)(sorry). I’m really looking forward Mahershala Ali’s new Blade movie but I need a kinda oldman Blade movie or tv series too, maybe??? And I was happy to see Channing Tatum’s Gambit! Only one disappoint thing was: there wasn’t shirtless scene of Gambit in the movie. I told it to my friend and I was said “there was no reason to be shirtless to him” whyyy there was a reason: he is Channing Tatum!!!!!!

…Sorry I was heated up too much.

I’m gonna post Gambit doodle, comic version tho, and end up the today’s blog.